Monday, June 20, 2011


i knoo u will read this mr.
n i was hoping that u will think about it.
no one can accept me like the way u are boy.
n u kno rite. u are so sempurna for me.
no one can replace u.
im hoping u will come back to me...
how many guys i try.
they couldn't accept me. myself. n i
only u is the best that i ever hav.
plz. dunt hurt me by hurting urself.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011


i was stupid ryte..
pg pg ta tdo... konon serabut..
dah ta tido.. alang alang kelas kul 8 kn.
so.. mmg ta tido laa kn..
hahhaa... dan.. mmg terserlah..
k'bgangan diri sendri..
konon niat d'haty saje nk usha usha.
tgk tgk laa... ternmpak laa. mcm si dia masih memakai cincin aku.
hati sedikit tersentuh. dan sebak.
bile tgk tgk lagy.
rasa bagai pinang d'belah dua,
bahagia terpancar di wajah dia.
mnitis air mata yang aku tahan selama ini..
ego kah aku. atao bodoh kah aku.
aku masih mengharap kah.....?
ya allah... kuwatkn laa hati kuh ini,..
keraskn la haty kuh ini.
ya allah...


im waiting.
waiting fer u...
i hope u kno babe.
i juz want u.
cuz wat i see now. i can be hepy wit u.
n only u.
but, seems like u was scared to tell me the real is.
plz dunt be afraid. cuz im here fer u.
u ar perfect enough fer me.
u layak untuk i.
sape kate u ta layak untuk i. :'(
plz u.. if u read this.
plz let me kno u love me too.
n if u asking me do i love u.?
n my answer.
I was in LOVE wit u since the day that u make me smile.!

again.~ sweet boy.

hmm.. i found another sweet boy.!
penat nye doe. asyik asyik jmpe slh org lagy.
mmg ta laa kn aku nk teruskn hubungan ngn kau.
bole jalan laa bro. hehehe..
kau bole gune ayat manis kau lagy.
enough laa kayh.
thnk god coz save me again.

Monday, June 13, 2011

My yin deep inside.

im here alone.
wondering wut happen next.
thinking bout past.
cant exactly forget the past.
n scared to stat the new.
hm. im stuck here.
in this empty room.
square white pale room.
thinking. wut coming next to me.
do i deserve betta.
did i deserve to be happy :(
plz.. dunt hurt me anymore.
im... begging...

13th of June 2011

i dunt wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest.
or the girl who never wants to be alone.

my ringtone fer msg.
hmm. today was a really a gud FUCKING my mood.
stat wit MUET results.
followed by fast cancel.
plus my boy friend (boy bff) had fight wit her gurl.
then im the one who get blame.
spoil my mood to study.
fucking off.~
wut happening today.?
wut is really happen to me today.?
grrrr.... ! im fucking bad.!
fuck off..~ !

Saturday, June 11, 2011

this song is juz fer u MUHAMMAD NUR FADHLI.!

I know I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most
And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises


this is him... fb name,= ERY SARAH.
ic name = M. ZULKHAIRI. (if im wrong , plz forgive me)
my name = bby boy.!
hehehe... opss..! tht nick name, dulu bole laa gne..
Now..he is a big boy.
can take a good care of himself n plus others.
including me. but of coz his gurl.
im proud of him.
i kno him since i was 18 teen.
i was juz a clerk at tuition centre that he's entered in.
almost everyday he will walk in the tuition n say 'hye' to me.
n i will always smile n say 'hye' back to him.
hehe.. wit smile he walk behind.
he juz an ordinary boy. for others. maybe.
but not fer me. if u're asking y.?
i'll tell u now.!
he can share everythng wit me.
he will always hav a story to tell about.
he always tried so hard to make me smile when i was sad.
laugh? huh.! neva stop! if im wit him.
he said. i love to see when u're laughing.!
shame of me. my face will completely turn into red.
and, he will laughing at me. n double triple i will be ashamed.
hmm.. thats him.! i miss him.
n more important fer me to remember on.
he will always want to be more matured than me.!
hehehe.. how hard he try. i will always called him my babyboy.!
hahaha.. u are my big baby boy rite now.!
see.. u can talk maturely, think maturely. n feels maturely.
hmm.. somehow. i dunt know y.. i miss old of u.!
the childish boy. the selffish lil' boy. n the cute boy.
hehhee :') i miss u boy.!
but sumtimes, it's cross into my mind.
y shouldn't i giv u a chance to prove that u're big enough to have me.
hmm.. my ego :'(
im sorry. and im too late now! ryte. :')
its oke dear.. i was pray fer yr happiness wit her. :)
she deserve u betta. :)
dunt forget to invite me into yr wedding kayh.!
miss u :)

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

i told u so.!

is it still my fault.?
am i the one who blame u..?
i am the one who cheat on u?
come on boy..!
wake up n see the real world..
dunt juz b'coz of u think u r rich,
or the most sweet man in this world..
u can easily break a gurl heart..
a gurl that currently recovered from hurt..
then u wake in front of her then claim that
u will rescue her from all this lies....
after a few days.. there u ar..
sumthng that cant far apart from a man..
that is lies... lies.. being LIAR.. lie again..
ar u realy think u should do that..?
or am i too stupid to understand that.?
(yr lie means u dont even want me or love me)
who u think u ar...
as everyone knows n u kno...!
what goes around , comes around...
may god forgive u...