Friday, July 30, 2010

:(




dear mr.bueno...~
im sory....i cant eat u more....
:(
usually i always share u wif sumone...
and..i always berebut wif him...
but now...i hav u alone...
sory mr.bueno....
i cant finish u......i hope sumone will take care of u later....
:'(


pretend~



Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now, a wish right now, a wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now, a wish right now, a wish right now




my wish 4 today~

sume nye da di ttpkn....
kenape..mengapa..dan bagaimane sume bende niyh terjadi...
aq da pernah dsakiti, m'yakiti, dan trus m'yakiti...
dn skunk..aq yg dterus terusan dsakiti.....
alhamdulillah.....hari ini..aq dpt berfikir tanpa mgunakan rasa hati atau nafsu..
aq cme berfikir untuk trus berhenti menyakiti org laen dan mghilangkn dendam d hati..
aq akn cube sadaya upaya jd yg terbaek utk si dia yg sudi trime aq kelak~
insyallah~

NEW OF ME :)

hehehehehee.......


What else can I do :)

Just giving a smile...without knowing the truth...

N just feels the pain inside...


What else can I do.....? :)

Just...Keep smiling...

N asks for forgiveness to ALLAH because of my past...


What else can I do...? :)

Just...Smiling....

N accepts all the things happen to me...

In a month...all crush my feeling...


What else can I do...? J

Just...smiling over again...

N....changes my self..??

Should or shouldn't I..?


N last....

What else can I do.....?

I have to smile everyday, act like I’m happy 4 every second in a day...

N wait till the day come out.....

The day that I hope for happiness that should be my last forever...

N I had promise my self to be a new n I’ll make sure...

'He' will feel the most gratefully because having mine :)

(This is my promise till my breath came out...)

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Friday, July 16, 2010

da xde lagy da....

urmmmm.....
baekk..
aq trime.............
da mmg bkn jodoh aq kowt....
:(

Thursday, July 15, 2010

:(

YA ALLAH....
BANTU LAH AQ LEMBUT KN HATY DIA YA ALLAH..
:'(

..............

cam ne nak kuat kn haty ini ya allah...
:(
terseksa rase nye utk senyum ya allah.....

baekkk~

dye mmg da nekad....
se nekad nekad nyeee~
hina sgt kew aq doe~
aduh~
saket doe~

da xtahan.. :(

da genap sehari aq break n xberckp ngn dea....
cm ne niyh doe...
aq try nk wat haty aq hepy....
tp cm ne..........??
aq xkuat..! xkuat !
benci nyee...!!!!
aq syg dea doe..........cm neeeeee...??????
ape yg harus aq lakukan....
aq nk kowl dea...
aq nk jmpe dea...
aq nk pujuk dea....
tp aq xmampu.... :(

bila cinta ~


Bila cinta kini
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Bila engkau pergi
Tinggalkanku

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan
Uuu…
Dalam harapan

harapan tggl harapan~

hmmm.....
xsgke laa mende niyhh jadi....
dye buleyh idup tnpa aq....
hmmm..good 4 him...
im the one who ar dying rite now juz bcoz of him... :(
tatawu laaa... :(
benci benci benci benci...!!!

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

kisah......

g : maaf kn sy....
b : da maafkn....
g : trime sy ??
b : xtawu la...
g : nape ?
b : sbb xleyh lupe.......
g : besar sgt ke dosa sy...?
b : nta la.....da xleyh lupe...nk ckp pe lagy.!
g : ......................................
(xmampu nk berkata apa ape....)

Thursday, July 8, 2010

7 - 7 - 2010

duhh....
hary yg mmg aq xkn lupe aq wase aq xkn lupe kn...
pg pg hari aq berlalu bese bese jek....
smpaii laa aq berbuke puase smlm....
then aq g laa mlepak jup....
lpak xjaoo mane pon...dlm tmn cheras niyh je laa pon..
:)
tgah lpak mlpak dan lpak lpak....tbe tbe...... (otw nk lek da pon)
ade laa 2 bijik moto niyh dtg kt kteowg....
aq ngat kn sape laa...wat bodo sudeyh...~
upe nyee..dtg kt kteowg laa...hahhahaa
ic yg d mx...aq pon bg je laa.... Polis laa kate kan...
hehehe...
Polis : wat pe kat sini ?
kami : lpak je bang..da nk blek pon...
polis : ouhh..ye ke.? ic ade..?
kami : ade bang...nahh...
polis : ko asal mane..?
kami : .............
(sembang laa ntah pape ntah sembang nyee....)
polis : haty haty laa eyhh lpak lpak sini...skunk niyh byk peragut..kami pon ngah mcari peragut niyh...
kami : ye ye...kami pon da nk blek da...kejap je lpak sini... :)
polis : ok...terime kasih eyh...
kami : ye bang..same same :))

haiihhhh......abish da bab 1.....

bab 2....

lpas tuh aq mmg balek umaa laa....tp dlm kul 12 lebiyh..aq klua blek...
aq g karok ngn membe aq kt jln klang lame....
tp b4 g sane...kami ber4 pergi ke shah alam...
downg nk lek uma...kate nyee nk mandy....
so aq ngn bff aq sowg niyh juz duk lam kete...
d lua pgar hosteel dowg..dan dsebelahan dtepi jln....
hehehee....
aq juz duk lam kete...n myembang je laa....
sembang punye sembang....tbe tbe...
dtg lagy 5 bijik moto...benty lak sblah kiteowg.....
perffff......alamak..... polis lagy...!
atuyaaiiii....
Polis : wat pe kt sini..?
kami : ermmm...tggu kawan...
polis : sape.?
kami : membe kteowg kt dlm...mandy...
polis : aa..ic ade...?
kami : ermm...ade ade...
polis : kuwa kete leyh x..??
kami : ok ok..jup jup...
(kami pon b'ssh payah laa klua dari kete tuh...da la sejukk...
ishh....myusahkn...!!!!)
kami : nahhh..
polis : niyh tggu sape niyhh kt sini..
kami : (bpe kali ko nk tye lahanat...) ermmm tggu membe...dowg kt dlm...
polis : buleyh kowl dowg x sowh trun...?
kami : jup... (ring ring ring...)
dlm kete :(ring ring ring)
kami : laaa...dye tggl fon dlm kete laa....atuyaiii...
polis : ermm...sy nk tgk pe dlm beg tuh buleyh x.?
kami : sure !
polis : ape ade lam beg tuh.?
aq : haihhh....ade bedak, sepit rambut..pendrive...sikat..n..nothink... :)
polis : leyh kua kn x ape ade lam beg tuh ?
cha : buleyh...ni bedak, ni foundation, ni sikat, ni bla bla bla....
(haaa...puas aty ko polis..? haisshh...bkn nyee kteowg bwk dadah pon...isshhhh)
polis : meh sni beg tuh...xde pape kn kt dlm...
cha : xde pape da...ambk laa....
(iissshhhh...bile kowg nk blaa doee..aq da ksejukkn da niyhh doee..)
polis : pggl dowg trun buleyh..?
kami : ermmm...fon dye tggl bwh...no membe dowg kteowg xde...
polis : urmm...lame agy kew dowg..?
kami : xtao...dowg ckp dowg nk mndy jek...
(isshhh....)
polis : urmmm...ok..xpe laa... (sambil nek moto,pkai helmet..then dowg blaa..)
cha : ok..
aq : sejukkk...!!!

da masokk lam ketee...hmm...tension nyee.....
cha npe ouh..ary niyh ary ape..??bpe ri bulan..??
7-7-2010...
tarikh keramat... 2 kali pulak ic aq kne ambk n tulis kt report polis....
kalau laa d combine kn sume report polis mlm td...
haaiiihhh...mmg sonok aq....berade di 2 tmpat dlm jgka mase yg pndek...pastuh jd tumpuan polis lak..
uisshhh...tention nyeee...naseb bek xde pape ouh..~
huhuhuuueee.....
:D
hahahhahaaaa..... >_<'

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

harapan.~

sakit nyee....sakit sgt sgt sgt..~
pendam pendam dan pendam...~
cube cube dan cube....~
saba saba dan saba..........~
tapi...........
air mata pun da xsanggup nak kluar lagy....
tapi dye tewas....air mata nk jgak kluar oouh..~
ishhh...owg da ckp da jgn klua jgn klua..
tp dye degil sgt sgt ouh..~
:(
cam ne niyh.....!

Bila Cinta - OST Lagenda Budak Setan (Female Full Version)

maafkn ku..~

mlm tue...mlm i tgh dlm kekosongan sgt sgt...
tnpe ape ape petande kite bjmpe dan bkenalan...
haty berbunga tak terkate.. :)
diri ini u syg sgt kan..i pon same..
tp lagy syg...terlalu awal syg....
maaf...i tao i da xlyk pggl syg...
maaf kn i lagy skali....tp i harap sgt sgt syg....
harap u mgerti...jiwa i kosong....
kosong yg macam da teramat sgt......
i buntu...i putus harapan... i hilang.....
hilang dalam kejadian silam.....
pandangan mata hati i da terlalu kabur syg....
kabur sgt sgt.... i hanye mampu mngucapkn terima kasih dan maaf syg.....
i bahgia spnjg u bahgia kn i syg...~


hari ini...~

detik bermula semua niyh hanya la dari mata...
obssess gile gile ngn mata sepet..haa..ambik koo..tersangkut....
hehehee...mule nye..cume kawan biase je...tapi makin lame makin terasa mcm tercabar lak..hari hari dgr si dia membebel psl sowg gurl niyh tp dpt jet nye tak tak jgak ouh..~
hehehee..so bak kate owg, if owg da xsudi jgn dkeja kn kn...hehehe...
bermula laa cerite dgn hanya seketike rapat nye...kemudian masing masing mghilang cam tuh je...tp smpai satu saat yang agak lame jgak laa..lebiyh kurang setahun jgak laa mghilang..tibe tibe muncul kmbali...dan muncul nya dkala mmg sgt sgt memerlukan ssorg dhaty....cerita kedua bermula...janji sehidup dan sematy mule dhajati... bermula dgn keseronokan..tp bercadang mcube tuk serius..mcube tetap terus mencube...walau byk sgt n mcm mcm hal yg dtempuhi..masih ttp utuh bersatu..hampir setahun lebiyh jgak bertahan...tnpa badai n ombak..akhirnye..terlerai ikatan yang cbe di pertahankn selama ini...
harapan dhati hancur bderai tatkala melihat de byg byg lain yg mgekorinye...namun dhati ini masih mampu tersenyum dan berharap agar masih ade lagy cahaya utk hubungan ini...
walau sesakit mane hati ini...walau seteruk mane hati ini..dan walau sehancur mane hati ini...harap dikau mgerti ape yg tersirat di dlm lubuk hati ini..... harapan ku masih ttp menanti......

p/s : :)
masih kn mempunyai harapan....
ku harapkn.....masih ade lagi.............