JANJI..!

ta yah nk berjanji kalau rase ta nak tepati..!
hmm... mnhancurkan kpercayaan org mmg reti..!
nk ckp ape lagy...!

pUtIh TaNdA kEmAaFaN - kEiKhLaSaN - KeJuJuRaN.!

pergadohan tercetus selepas kebahgian melanda....
tapi mgapa kah sume ini harus terjadi da mngukir kenangan pahit di dlm haty...
aq ta kuat untuk menerima sgala kenyataan yang myakitkan itu...
aq menelan nye..sehingga tiada daya lagy untuk myimpan lalu ku luahan kan dgan pelbagai cara....
sehinggakan aq terfikir akan masa hadapan yang harus dtempuh berbanding masa lampau yang hitam...tanpa myusutkan kepala otak ku dan demi cinta ku pada nye...
aq memilih untuk mengakhiri perbalahan dengan kuntuman bunga ros putih....



ternyata benar ape yang d'ungkap untuk kedua kali nya.....
aq cume mngharapkn kejujuran dan keikhlasan...
bukan wang ringgit mahupun paras rupa.....
harap ini yang terakhir kali nya kita berbalah....
aq amat myintai mu...dan menyayangi mu.....
wahai MUHAMMAD NUR FADHLI.......

2-11-2010~~~~~~

Selamat Hary Jadi yg ke 20

maaf terlambat upload.. sbb baru skunk ade time nk add...huee....

my bufday... mcm tahun lepas...

jatuh pada hary sy exam final...

hueee... walaupun agak kesedihan d haty...

tapi alhamdulillah wat laa jgak exam tuh..

pd mlm nk masok 2-11-1990...

saya lepaking wif my hubby muhammad nur fadhli.... <3

so...tgah lepak lepak n mencari application for his iphone...

ta sedar da kul 12... huee... tersedar pon sebab my abg angkat kowl...

then bile sy bkak fb..haa... berderet kao wish...

hahhaa...tnpa segan silu aq pon mg'weply laa sume wish wish tersebut..

sehingge kn.....hubby sy yg berade d sblah pon wish kt facebook...!

padahal dok sbelah je niyh ouh....

hahaha... alasan nye... da sume org wish kt fb.. nk jgak..~ hueee....

syg sy yg chumeyl dan gedix...! hahhahaa

lpas abish exam...

sy kuwa bersama rakan rakan uma...

ta de wat bende pon laa....

then saya pulang ke rumah...

dan mnunggu kedatangan encik fadhli...

huee... yang kelakar nye....

sblom nk dtg tuh bkan men lagy dye punye secret dr aq..

sampai sampai wat muke ta bersalah lambat dye pastuh malu malu...

hahahaa.. aq ngat kn ape.. upe nye nk bg bear bear blue n wallet belang bel

ang upe nye....

huee... thx syg....! hahahaha..... klakar ouh bile b malu malu... huee...

then...kami g melepak jee.... taoo kt ne..? t.s...hahahaha....

sbnarnye da lame ta g t.s ngn dye...huee...

hahaha...kami jln jln pai ke b.b...g b.b pon sebab nk g kdai iphone dye...

kite owg berjln smpai dua dua da skt kaki....

so, kami duduk d suatu tmpat da.... ahhhhh...! lega nye kaki ku...

hahahhaa.... kami mngambil peluang duduk dgn begitu lame nye....

then abg aq kowl wish ... huuee..

lepak lepak lepak...aq terasa cm nk jln..

so aq ajak dye g naek atas...g kdai tuh..nk tgk baju....

pada mule nye dye ta nak.. tapi last last...

hahahaa.... dye yg ajak... wekk...!

so kami pon teruskn berjln g kedai ke kedai...

setibanya kami d suatu kdai yg agak baru...sume dlm tuh harga 10 hinggit...

hahahaa...aq cdg mmg mcm nk beli 1 coz bju yg aq tgh pkai tuh mxm laa baju mak mak..

xsuko den..hahahaa...so, pilih pinye pilih baju aq... dye ilang..... upe upe nye... dye pon nk jgak mgetest baju...so... afta try punye belek depan cermin...akhir nye kami beli...

then ape lagy.. trus laa tkar..hahahaa....

pastuh kami trus bertolak ke gombak...sbb membe dye atao aka Qat berade d sane....

so..otw dari k.l ke gombak.....~~~ lalalaa..... tup tup.. aq tertdo atas moto....

hahahahaa....jao sgguh perjlnan kami...hee....

last last kene mawa ngn b.. :'( (pai aty mawa by ouh)....

hahaha...da smpai.........aq lpak lpak jup....pastuh men men game..lastly kami makan....

lpas mkn... aq ta tao kami tggu ape... yg b da smpai tertito tido da...

tgh tgh syok aq men game... tbe tbe lampu kdai tutup...oke laa... aq wat ta taoo je...

tbe tbe..alahaaiiii.... 'hepy bufday to u' nyanyian dr mulut qat ke udara....

hahahaa... tersentap jup jantung aq.... hahahaa.... thx qat coz belikan kek tok birthday aq yg ke 20 niyh...huee...

so.. sye mraikan nye sblom kul 12 mlm.... hahahaaa... thx syg..! thx qat..! n thx warga kedai.... hueee.... :')

.....oUrLoVeJoUrNeY......

THEMOMENTTHATCANTGETOUTOFMYMIND

We were start DATING each other since high school...
there's no much memories to laugh on....
our HEART are not strongly tight each other....
We doesn't care at every inch of what the hell we are saying or do everyday..
because we were nothing....

But actually..we don't even REALIZE on how much precious our relationship..
start with nothng until had everything..
everyday is our DAY.... n no one can get into OUR WORLD..
not even our parents at all...
how SELFISH nye...

That all DAMN much memories of us,
hav been deleted...im totally lost.... down at the moment..
that was a worst time i have to face on everyday..
stand by MYSELF,
walk in the road ALONE,
laugh with NOTHING n EMPTY!

BUT one day....the day that i've been waited, COME...!
u said the word that i cant totally FORGET.
me either dear...
im thankful to GOD coz make my wish became true...
i cant imagine this things will happen..
i wish we can go trough this PATH again dear...
we can BUILD again TOGETHER JUZ like BEFORE...
this came to 10% of one year.

i was RISING UP your percent to 50%
this is because i was caught u are NOT LYING to me..!
that was REALLY a GOOD starting dear..
i wish u can STAY up like this darl...!
besides, this is for our FUTURE ...

u here WIF me....
always stand by my SIDE....
always WALK wif me in this empty road..
laugh TOGETHER wif me....
n more important u ACCEPTING all of me..
u kno how much i APPERCIATE that..
this moment makes me wanna giv u UP to 60%.
:)

u hav been asking me what u hav to do to ADD UP yr percent...
this was probably my answer....
if u face the MR. Right u got 20%..
n if u talk wit MRS. Left u will got another 20%..
im SORRY cuz make things late...
past when i was HAPPY, they were HAPPY..
middle when i was in PAIN..they get STUCK..!
n future if im the one who got LUCK, i want them to be the FIRST ONE to celebrate it..





i hope u will UNDERSTAND n do an ACTION...
im not gonna tell what u hav to do anymore...
this blog i wrote juz to giv u a CLUE..
i hope this wont juz be a WASTE.!
u still doesnt fully touch my heart..
but dunt u worry....cuz that HEART are been LOCKED by yr name.!
only that my word to u dear...~

storymory.....

DeAr AlLaH,
Show me the right path of choosing him...

[allah will always show me the right path]

DeAr My FaMiLy..
give me the strength to face it...

[my parents n my bro will always bubbling and giv a strong word]

DeAR mY aLL fReWn,
plz giv a full support to all my decision that i made in my life......

[but, my frewn..they always want me to be heppy forever..but..hopefully u guys understand y am i doing this kind of decision and life..plzz juz pray fer my happiness and dunt hate me..]

peace 4 eva...

im leaving this hurt peacefully~

thx fer the 'love' that not longer stuck in my heart....

huu... watch out yr step in this fake life...

remember..... the good boy is only fer the good gurl...

insyallah.. amin~

akhirnye...

dpt memiliki jasad...tp bkn laa hati dan perasaan nye...

sila laa lepaskn aq kalo hanye maenan yg ko tawarkan...

tolong laa jawab......

kenape mcm ade jurang antara kita...??

kenape mcm da berjaohan je hati kita..??

kenape mcm terasa kosong....

kenapa mcm ade yang hilang.........

kenape mesti mcm niyh jd nye....?

adakah betul semua keputusan ini ya allah...?

adakah aq yang memaksa keputusan ini terjadi...

adakah aq myebab utama .?

adakah ini sume hanya la palsu ?

dan hanya untuk menyenangkan hati kuh.?

tolong laa jawab........

aq tak sggup dlyn kerana terpakse........

ya allah..........

kuat kan laa hati hamba mu ini.....

bermacam dugaan da kau berikan pada ku ya allah....

aq cuma hamba mu yang lemah ya allah....

bantu laa aq....kuat kan la hati kuh ya allah.....

malu nye aq pada mak abah...

kenape wat aq cam ni lagi...... :'(

hati yang tersimpan..~

aq cume mgharapkan kebahgian..

aq teringin nk kongsi kebahagian dgn sume org....

mcm org laen laen jgak...

tp knape..tiba saat aq...

ade je halangan...ade je...

nape org laen bole...

nape tibe saat aq sume xbole...

:'(

terkilan d hati sume aq dapat sorok kn je laa... :(

baru hari aq sehat sket...aq leyh xtitow spnjang ptg.. huhuee. :)

baru hari niyh aq dpt habiskn bubur mak masak... :')

thx mak...sowieeyyy sblom niyh adek xpat nk abiskn... :(

baru ary niyh aq terasa mcm nk mkn byk byk..

huhuueee :)

tekak yg bengkak pon da surut...

tp xfully sembuh agy....still saket saket... :(

ujian tuhan...bulan bulan pose kn... :(

besar ujian yg dye bg aq tempuhi... :')

niyh ubat yg aq kne telan hari hari ouh... heee...

huuee... :)

bersyukur... :)

Waktu : 10.30 p.m kowt.

Date : 5 jun 2010.

Lokasi : Classical Boutique Hotel.

Hubby hubby...time niyh kite dua dua xjanji nk pkai bju ape kn..by trn trn je tgk b da de kt bwh dgn bju purple nye..huhuee..by pon pkai bju purple jgak time tuh.. Jkebetulan je kan..b ngat x time niyh kite cadang nk kuwa...nk kuwa cadang nye jao jao..tapi kite g sunway je..jaoo laa gak tuh en..walaupun mlm tuh by kene masok keje kul 11 L tp kite ttp kuwa jgak kn....hahahaa...kite g hantar fon papa kt nokia centre...b ngat lagy x..? hhuhuhuee..pastu kite g tgk SATIO..harga dye time tuh mahal lagy ouh.. L Tp skunk da murah J hahaha... (kurang seratus je pon..)...hahaa..tp bulan niyh insyallah by akan kuatkn semangat beli jgak...heheehe J

By windu sume kenangan kite....xde sape yg lyk gantikn tempat b........ L

p/s : dan skunk by bersyukur sgt sgt dengan ape yang ALLAH berikan sayunk..by harap sume nye niyh berkekalan selepas ape ujian yang dye berikan yunk... :)

this is my lovely stuff...

but stating from today...

they will be a memory of mine....

:(

no longer exist :(

kehadapan icha ku tersayang~ :(

icha sayunk...

mane kamoo menghilang niyh....

plzz...tunjuk kn dirimu....

jgn wat sy sediyhh d sini syunk....

:(

today~

perasaan tuh mmg rapuh kn...

sampai org leyh wat men men jee kn.....

hee...hmmm...

xtaoo laa...haihh..

ambik jln senang jee laa kag...!

'waiting'.....1.15 a.m~

weeehhhh....!!!!!!

tlg ahhh ckp ko bahgia tnpa aq weeehhhh...!

xde laa aq menaruh harapan...!

bodo seyh..!

beban.....~

penat seharian niyh aq terfikir...

aq xtao ape aq fikir niyh btol ke x...

sbb.....bile skali aq da wat kputusan...

aq wisau sgt sgt...

tp.................xde sape.....

aq kosong....sgt sgt kosong....

thx sgt sgt kt kowank sape yg support life aq after incident tuh..

tp rite now...aq xtao nape..

aq xtao aq perlukn ape...

maafkn aq kalo aq ambik....

sowiey all my dear......

:(

my heart..~

they say past is past..

we need to move on to see the future..

but how can we move on when our past is the only thing we ever wanted in the future...~

p/s : kpd org tuh....fikir laa n tlg laa wat kputusan...scepat nye... :(

da lame hati niyh mnggu.... :(

13.08.2010 ... bersamaan 3 ramadhan... :)

semua nye berlaku mcm tuh je....

ape yg d'cdg kn nk wat sume ta menjadi...

membe aq kne balek pg pg tuh jgak...

sedangkn kami da jnji nk g kolej ptg tuh...

kelas aq pg tuh 1 aq ponteng, 1 lagy naseb bek lecturer m.c..

huhuee...selamat... :)

pastuh..bkn men lagy aq nk m'kompom kn sape nk ambik ptg niyh...

along ke abah..?

yg along, men men..xtao laa ambik kul bpe..

yg abah nk je ambik, tp dye kate lpas solat jumaat laa...

aq xkesah je...tp along tuh haa...nk jgak ambik...!

oke...aq tggu je laa...smpai 1 saat , dye msj..

'kte da otw, tp xtao smpai kul bpe...'

jam baru kul 5.. huhuee... :)

aq pon relax je la...last last...da de dpan uma 5.30 tuh...

hahahah...pdn muke...da laa xsiap lagy...

aq pon g laa siapkn dri......

kami bergerak dari uma aq...da nk menuju ke highway...

tp aq tersalah bg direction laa....da abg aq pon tersalah masok jln laen....

jam bru kul 6...

tgah kami tersangkut dlm traffic jam...

abg kuh 'mlz laa ikot jln niyh, kite xbuke kt uma laa, xsempat '

hurmm..aq pon ikot je laa...aq xkesah pon :D

dlm tgh ikot dye jln...............6.30 pm abg aq bentikn kete dye sbelah kiri skali jln :(

aq tnye nape long..? dye jwb 'huuu...myk da abish...'

dlm hati aq berkate...ujian ain.... :')

xpee laa......dye kowl membe membe dye...msg msg kt highway jgak...

leyh tlg pon lambat lagy.. :)

tnpa pk pjng.....dlm 6.40, dlm ujan ujan tuh....

abg aq pesan.... 'kunci pintu, if ade sape sape je laa yg ketok ko jgn bukak..xkire laa sape pon auwww....! '

ye along..... :( dlm ketakotan aq duk kt lam kete sblah highway dari 6.40 ptg smpai 8.15 mlm.......

:'( tuhan jee tao betape takot nyee aq mase tuh....

tp tuhan jgak je laa yg tao mcm mane kesabaran abg aq berjln kaki kt highway yg pnjg tuh tok cari stesen myk..dgn ujan nyee.... :(

jaoo kowt dye jln kaki.....smpai dekat istana budaya auw...

bygkn laa.... :(

aq berbuke beberape biji kurma saje...:) alaass pewot.... :)

mak aq ckp.....xpe laa adeq, dugaan bulan puase niyh... :)

aq dgn rela hati nye... ye mak..adeq tao :)

8.15 tuh, abg aq smpai dgn membe dye bwk myk..... :)

alhamdulillah..~

akhirnye.....dlm perjalanan pulang... kami berdua mkn roti...aq air kopi BOSS dn dye.. NESCAFE...huhueee...

:)

sampai d'rumah....mak aq buat kn teh pnas, hidang kn kt kami bdua... :)

hhehehe.. nikmat jee rse :)

ape ape pon..... ALHAMDULILLAH dgn dugaan smlm ya ALLAH.... :)

:)

hari niyh da genap 2 bulan...~

dan secara rasmi nya...

rambot aq pon kembali normal sperti sblom 2 bulan niyh...

harapan~

agar aq pon kembali ceria dan sehat seperti dlu...

tp..klau mampu laa nk mkn byk byk...

huhuee..:)

thx too all..~

hepy 4 today...~

heheehee..

thx b...coz sudi jgak kn...~

sowieyy ouhh if b xsempat g solatt... :(

by sempat je g td.. :)

hehehee....

n thx wat by hepy....

hepy sgt sgt.......

tp xtao sampai bile hepy by niyh b...

pape pon...selamat ber puase sayang....~

:)

patot atau x.?

patot ke aq ckp aq nk jmpe kau...

patot ke aq ckp aq rindu kat kau.....

patot kee aq ckp sume niyh......

patot kew..... :(

seriusly for u muhammad nur fadhli.

Biarkan waktu teruslah berputar
Mencintai kamu penuh rasa sabar
Meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan
Ku ikhlas 'tuk bertahan
Cintaku padamu begitu besar
Namun kau tak pernah bisa merasakan

Meski sakit hati ini kau tinggalkan

Ku ikhlas 'tuk bertahan
Meninggalkanku tanpa perasaan
Hingga ku jatuhkan airmata
Kekecewaan ku sungguh tak berarah
Biarkan ku harus bertahan
Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah
Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
Tak relakan yang indah hilanglah sudah
Jangan pernah kau coba untuk berubah
Ku relakan yang indah dalam hatinya

kesian kt diri sendiri..~

this is the things that i gave him..~

tapi en..rase cm xde makne je kn bg sume bnde bnde niyh... mesti dye tgah gelak gelak sambil bace sume bende bende niyh kan.. :'(

haihhh...xtao laa...

harapan tggl kenangan je laa jawabnye kn..~

mood : skunk.!

kalau padi,

kata padi,

tidak aku tertampi-tampi,

kalau benci,

kata benci....

tidak aku.......

nanti terus menanti.....!

....

aq pasti ko akan myesal 1 hari nanti...

dan hari tuh.......... aq da xde lagi.....

amin~

entah la..~

nape ssh sgt ye.e aq nk trime kenyataan eyh.....

asal laa aq niyh xpham pham bahse kn...

org da xnk laa nurul ain..!

jgn laa mgharap lagy..!

haiihh...!

konon tabah..tp skt haty..!

per cer..?

urmm....ko nk tggu sape bile nurul ain..?

sampai ko mati..?

ko tao ke ko mati bile...?

sok..?? xpon skunk ke..?

lau ko tao xpe la ko nk mgharap bulan jatoh ke riba ko wat kali kdua..!

tp ko pon tao kn ain jwpan nye ape.!

nurul ain...........!!!!!!

='(

:(

dear mr.bueno...~

im sory....i cant eat u more....

:(

usually i always share u wif sumone...

and..i always berebut wif him...

but now...i hav u alone...

sory mr.bueno....

i cant finish u......i hope sumone will take care of u later....

:'(

pretend~

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now, a wish right now, a wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now, a wish right now, a wish right now

my wish 4 today~

sume nye da di ttpkn....

kenape..mengapa..dan bagaimane sume bende niyh terjadi...

aq da pernah dsakiti, m'yakiti, dan trus m'yakiti...

dn skunk..aq yg dterus terusan dsakiti.....

alhamdulillah.....hari ini..aq dpt berfikir tanpa mgunakan rasa hati atau nafsu..

aq cme berfikir untuk trus berhenti menyakiti org laen dan mghilangkn dendam d hati..

aq akn cube sadaya upaya jd yg terbaek utk si dia yg sudi trime aq kelak~

insyallah~

NEW OF ME :)

hehehehehee.......

What else can I do :)

Just giving a smile...without knowing the truth...

N just feels the pain inside...

What else can I do.....? :)

Just...Keep smiling...

N asks for forgiveness to ALLAH because of my past...

What else can I do...? :)

Just...Smiling....

N accepts all the things happen to me...

In a month...all crush my feeling...

What else can I do...? J

Just...smiling over again...

N....changes my self..??

Should or shouldn't I..?

N last....

What else can I do.....?

I have to smile everyday, act like I’m happy 4 every second in a day...

N wait till the day come out.....

The day that I hope for happiness that should be my last forever...

N I had promise my self to be a new n I’ll make sure...

'He' will feel the most gratefully because having mine :)

(This is my promise till my breath came out...)

alhamdulillah~

syukur pd tuhan..~

aq pulih 80%

hehehe

:)

da xde lagy da....

urmmmm.....

baekk..

aq trime.............

da mmg bkn jodoh aq kowt....

:(

:(

YA ALLAH....

BANTU LAH AQ LEMBUT KN HATY DIA YA ALLAH..

:'(

..............

masih lagy terkenang...

cam ne nak kuat kn haty ini ya allah...

:(

terseksa rase nye utk senyum ya allah.....

baekkk~

dye mmg da nekad....

se nekad nekad nyeee~

hina sgt kew aq doe~

aduh~

saket doe~

da xtahan.. :(

da genap sehari aq break n xberckp ngn dea....

cm ne niyh doe...

aq try nk wat haty aq hepy....

tp cm ne..........??

aq xkuat..! xkuat !

benci nyee...!!!!

aq syg dea doe..........cm neeeeee...??????

ape yg harus aq lakukan....

aq nk kowl dea...

aq nk jmpe dea...

aq nk pujuk dea....

tp aq xmampu.... :(

bila cinta ~

Bila cinta kini
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Bila engkau pergi
Tinggalkanku

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan
Uuu…
Dalam harapan

harapan tggl harapan~

hmmm.....

xsgke laa mende niyhh jadi....

dye buleyh idup tnpa aq....

hmmm..good 4 him...

im the one who ar dying rite now juz bcoz of him... :(

tatawu laaa... :(

benci benci benci benci...!!!

kisah......

g : maaf kn sy....
b : da maafkn....
g : trime sy ??
b : xtawu la...
g : nape ?
b : sbb xleyh lupe.......
g : besar sgt ke dosa sy...?
b : nta la.....da xleyh lupe...nk ckp pe lagy.!
g : ......................................
(xmampu nk berkata apa ape....)

7 - 7 - 2010

duhh....
hary yg mmg aq xkn lupe aq wase aq xkn lupe kn...
pg pg hari aq berlalu bese bese jek....
smpaii laa aq berbuke puase smlm....
then aq g laa mlepak jup....
lpak xjaoo mane pon...dlm tmn cheras niyh je laa pon..
:)
tgah lpak mlpak dan lpak lpak....tbe tbe...... (otw nk lek da pon)
ade laa 2 bijik moto niyh dtg kt kteowg....
aq ngat kn sape laa...wat bodo sudeyh...~
upe nyee..dtg kt kteowg laa...hahhahaa
ic yg d mx...aq pon bg je laa.... Polis laa kate kan...
hehehe...
Polis : wat pe kat sini ?
kami : lpak je bang..da nk blek pon...
polis : ouhh..ye ke.? ic ade..?
kami : ade bang...nahh...
polis : ko asal mane..?
kami : .............
(sembang laa ntah pape ntah sembang nyee....)
polis : haty haty laa eyhh lpak lpak sini...skunk niyh byk peragut..kami pon ngah mcari peragut niyh...
kami : ye ye...kami pon da nk blek da...kejap je lpak sini... :)
polis : ok...terime kasih eyh...
kami : ye bang..same same :))

haiihhhh......abish da bab 1.....

bab 2....

lpas tuh aq mmg balek umaa laa....tp dlm kul 12 lebiyh..aq klua blek...
aq g karok ngn membe aq kt jln klang lame....
tp b4 g sane...kami ber4 pergi ke shah alam...
downg nk lek uma...kate nyee nk mandy....
so aq ngn bff aq sowg niyh juz duk lam kete...
d lua pgar hosteel dowg..dan dsebelahan dtepi jln....
hehehee....
aq juz duk lam kete...n myembang je laa....
sembang punye sembang....tbe tbe...
dtg lagy 5 bijik moto...benty lak sblah kiteowg.....
perffff......alamak..... polis lagy...!
atuyaaiiii....
Polis : wat pe kt sini..?
kami : ermmm...tggu kawan...
polis : sape.?
kami : membe kteowg kt dlm...mandy...
polis : aa..ic ade...?
kami : ermm...ade ade...
polis : kuwa kete leyh x..??
kami : ok ok..jup jup...
(kami pon b'ssh payah laa klua dari kete tuh...da la sejukk...
ishh....myusahkn...!!!!)
kami : nahhh..
polis : niyh tggu sape niyhh kt sini..
kami : (bpe kali ko nk tye lahanat...) ermmm tggu membe...dowg kt dlm...
polis : buleyh kowl dowg x sowh trun...?
kami : jup... (ring ring ring...)
dlm kete :(ring ring ring)
kami : laaa...dye tggl fon dlm kete laa....atuyaiii...
polis : ermm...sy nk tgk pe dlm beg tuh buleyh x.?
kami : sure !
polis : ape ade lam beg tuh.?
aq : haihhh....ade bedak, sepit rambut..pendrive...sikat..n..nothink... :)
polis : leyh kua kn x ape ade lam beg tuh ?
cha : buleyh...ni bedak, ni foundation, ni sikat, ni bla bla bla....
(haaa...puas aty ko polis..? haisshh...bkn nyee kteowg bwk dadah pon...isshhhh)
polis : meh sni beg tuh...xde pape kn kt dlm...
cha : xde pape da...ambk laa....
(iissshhhh...bile kowg nk blaa doee..aq da ksejukkn da niyhh doee..)
polis : pggl dowg trun buleyh..?
kami : ermmm...fon dye tggl bwh...no membe dowg kteowg xde...
polis : urmm...lame agy kew dowg..?
kami : xtao...dowg ckp dowg nk mndy jek...
(isshhh....)
polis : urmmm...ok..xpe laa... (sambil nek moto,pkai helmet..then dowg blaa..)
cha : ok..
aq : sejukkk...!!!

da masokk lam ketee...hmm...tension nyee.....
cha npe ouh..ary niyh ary ape..??bpe ri bulan..??
7-7-2010...
tarikh keramat... 2 kali pulak ic aq kne ambk n tulis kt report polis....
kalau laa d combine kn sume report polis mlm td...
haaiiihhh...mmg sonok aq....berade di 2 tmpat dlm jgka mase yg pndek...pastuh jd tumpuan polis lak..
uisshhh...tention nyeee...naseb bek xde pape ouh..~
huhuhuuueee.....
:D
hahahhahaaaa..... >_<'

harapan.~

sakit nyee....sakit sgt sgt sgt..~

pendam pendam dan pendam...~

cube cube dan cube....~

saba saba dan saba..........~

tapi...........

air mata pun da xsanggup nak kluar lagy....

tapi dye tewas....air mata nk jgak kluar oouh..~

ishhh...owg da ckp da jgn klua jgn klua..

tp dye degil sgt sgt ouh..~

:(

cam ne niyh.....!

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maafkn ku..~

mlm tue...mlm i tgh dlm kekosongan sgt sgt...

tnpe ape ape petande kite bjmpe dan bkenalan...

haty berbunga tak terkate.. :)

diri ini u syg sgt kan..i pon same..

tp lagy syg...terlalu awal syg....

maaf...i tao i da xlyk pggl syg...

maaf kn i lagy skali....tp i harap sgt sgt syg....

harap u mgerti...jiwa i kosong....

kosong yg macam da teramat sgt......

i buntu...i putus harapan... i hilang.....

hilang dalam kejadian silam.....

pandangan mata hati i da terlalu kabur syg....

kabur sgt sgt.... i hanye mampu mngucapkn terima kasih dan maaf syg.....

i bahgia spnjg u bahgia kn i syg...~

hari ini...~

detik bermula semua niyh hanya la dari mata...
obssess gile gile ngn mata sepet..haa..ambik koo..tersangkut....
hehehee...mule nye..cume kawan biase je...tapi makin lame makin terasa mcm tercabar lak..hari hari dgr si dia membebel psl sowg gurl niyh tp dpt jet nye tak tak jgak ouh..~
hehehee..so bak kate owg, if owg da xsudi jgn dkeja kn kn...hehehe...
bermula laa cerite dgn hanya seketike rapat nye...kemudian masing masing mghilang cam tuh je...tp smpai satu saat yang agak lame jgak laa..lebiyh kurang setahun jgak laa mghilang..tibe tibe muncul kmbali...dan muncul nya dkala mmg sgt sgt memerlukan ssorg dhaty....cerita kedua bermula...janji sehidup dan sematy mule dhajati... bermula dgn keseronokan..tp bercadang mcube tuk serius..mcube tetap terus mencube...walau byk sgt n mcm mcm hal yg dtempuhi..masih ttp utuh bersatu..hampir setahun lebiyh jgak bertahan...tnpa badai n ombak..akhirnye..terlerai ikatan yang cbe di pertahankn selama ini...
harapan dhati hancur bderai tatkala melihat de byg byg lain yg mgekorinye...namun dhati ini masih mampu tersenyum dan berharap agar masih ade lagy cahaya utk hubungan ini...
walau sesakit mane hati ini...walau seteruk mane hati ini..dan walau sehancur mane hati ini...harap dikau mgerti ape yg tersirat di dlm lubuk hati ini..... harapan ku masih ttp menanti......

p/s : :)

masih kn mempunyai harapan....
ku harapkn.....masih ade lagi.............